Sometimes I get so focused on planning out my life that if the plan changes I get upset or feel like a failure. But what I am working on-which is very hard for me- is letting my control death grip go and attempting to go with the flow. I am starting to wonder that when I am super stressed out and it feels like nothing is coming together, if that might not be the path for me. It is not healthy to live with the level of stress I carry, sometimes things won’t go according to plan, and I have to adapt to those changes. I am trying to throw the map away and go ahead on the path I feel God is leading me down. Sometimes getting lost leads you to the best places. And sometimes all you need to do is let go and let God, God’s timing is the best timing. What is suppose to happen always will happen.